Let's start a new society

One where everyone tells you how much they care before you die
They don't wait until your wake to give you some of their time
They put you before a paper, or a job. Because you really are worth it.
They decided they'd rather listen to you than their tv.
A society where people are always honest, and for the right reasons
One where you help someone who can't afford food before you buy a second house.
Where work is rewarded in appreciation rather than money.
Where everyone will want hugs more than sex.
Let's start a new society, where everyone realizes love is the best thing this world has to offer.


But all of this only exists in one place.
Heaven.

It's no wonder I barely understand any of you.
As much as you may think you do, you don't have a damn clue about yourselves.

Goodnight
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best friends for a few months, then college gets in the way

less than a year ago, your story grabbed my heart.
and and overtime, my heart grabbed your story.
who you are, who you could be. I see both.
I don't think a lot of people do.

Do you need to get out of that town?
Just give me a call, I'll make the drive down.
We can drive away forever
or until you feel better
whichever comes first.
being with you is never a waste to me.
your worth it more than anything else i know.
it's love, but not in the let's get married way
(at least not now)
i'm here to help you out.
i'd leave this all for you.
but you dont know any of this.
a few weeks ago we ran into each other.
it took 3 seconds for me to know that "i'm doing fine" meant the same thing it always did
let me show you your so much more than another troubled kid
dont hide in shame
ill give you a purpose for that pain

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I don't think anyone should have to go through that with a loved one.

I'm use to waiting in long lines
but usually for good reasons.
seems like you'll be fine
until reality hits you
as you kneel in front of the casket
expecting to see her move.
but she's not ever going to again

i dont know of any words that could fill that gap which would make this seem just a little less innocent, hurtful
this afternoon i wanted to give every enemy a hug and say "i'm sorry"
"here are all the things i meant, but i never said"
to me, saying sorry means admitting that you were right
whoever you are.
and in some cases, thats not what i mean when i want to say "sorry"
we are all alike. we all die someday. and none of us knows when that day will come.
snow flies towards my face, but they collide with the windshield before they can get there
had to pull over cause the wipers dont get rid of tears
I'm going to try to be a better person.
i think i have a way with words. but i want to use that to help people.
i want to really change. i want to be nice and caring 100% of the time instead of 60.
take my sarcasm and stupid shit and throw it in the bin of stuff i dont want
I hope I can do this. I hope I can start out fresh.

Even though I didn't know you very well, I will miss you.
You and your family and friends all will remain in my prayers for some time.
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Dear God,

how do we get sleep on a night like this?


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RIP Krystal

news that makes us all silent.
words don't seem to be of any help at times like these.
at least the words that we helplessly try to spring together.
but conversations are the only thing that can make it seem like time isn't standing still durning these moments.
my heart goes out to those of you that knew her well.
my prayers to those of you who aren't sure how you can move on right now.
Time is the best healer.


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I'm

lonely.


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Please

"The cure is if you let in just a little more love,
I promise you this, A little's enough"


It works out best for all of us.
This isn't met for one person.
This is met for everyone.

Dear Pete,
Your words keep my going everyday. I'm starting to slow down. Can you put down a few more on that keypad?


Love,
Kevin

Hopefully the second time works. Because I don't want to wait for a third.

On the night of April 28, 2008 I will be meeting Fall Out Boy.

My mind is having trouble comprehending the above statement at the moment. I can't express how excited I am. I love that bands do this. I have no idea at the moment what I'm going to say to them. Thankfully, I have 79 days to think about it. It's amazing. This, in some ways, is the end of it for me. The climax in one of the very large chapters of my life. What I've been waiting for.

What will I say to Andy Hurley?
What will I say to Joe Throman?
What will I say to Patrick Stump?
What will I say to Pete Wentz?

This is the biggest problem in my life right now. And what a great problem it is to have.


Goodnight (even though I doubt I'll be able to fall asleep anytime soon)
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i started falling today

but i picked myself up.


It happens to all of us. Don't forget to be happy and recognize the times you overcome whatever it is you're battling.
You can always try again.
Do one more lap.
Answer one more question.
Give one more chance.
Love one more time.
Let in one more person.
Turn one more page.
Live one more day.


Madina Lake- my secret love.


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I know I should try to get through the next 15 weeks

I just don't know if I can.

Acoustic Adalia by Madina Lake on repeat.


Read this. Analyze that. Answer these questions. All this to safe lives. But I feel I can, I am right now.
Such a predicament.

Pray for those who need help but aren't strong enough to accept it.
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I'm going to try to go to sleep early 2night.

fr me anyway.


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