Tuesday, November 3, 2009

this scares me a little bit

I've been here before
and now I'm back again
The same questions are coming to light
They've been lingering in my head
Keeping me awake at night
Where do I go from here?
How can I get out?
But wait, do I even want to get out?

Depression Depression
Please go away
Oh, but Depression,
part of me wants you to stay
Fighting, Screaming and crying inside
I want this to be a better life

Depression, Depression
I've known you longer than my best friend
That's long enough and you're trying to come back again
Go away! Get out! Leave my FUCKING life!

I only have one life. and I've ruined enough of it
1 person. I only want 1 person. And one thing.
Love. LOVE. Just give me love.
No more scars
Just someone to kiss the old ones
No more lonely nights,
I'll say "come here hun"

I have hope.
Hope
hope
hop
ho
ho
ho
but it's running out.
I'm getting worn out.

Renew my hope.
Give me faith.
I'm calling out to....
who? I'm not sure.

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