Getting through the week....

This week, eh well.. I guess it's better than the past two so far. But it still sucks.
It's the same problems.
"friends" never reach out, never talk to me, never try to make plans.
I have so much shit to do for school, but I don't even know if it's worth it. If this is what I want to do.
Love and I are fighting. I think I want to push it away from the next couple of years.
Just be alone, do things, help people.
But it's fucked. I'm at a point in my life where I'm ready to love. FINALLY!! But it seems like no one else is. And I'm okay with waiting, but it sucks when I have to see people around me have someone when I don't. That's the toughest part of getting out of bed in the morning lately I think.

I'm not fully upset, I have a couple of friends who are in my life, and who mean a lot. And care about me. And I'm thankful for them. Days which I would consider shitty are now upgraded to kinda crappy cause I at least have them in my life.

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