It's getting cold outside. Snow hasn't lied itself on the ground yet, but it will soon. This is an interesting time of year for me. I've especially lately become more fascinated with nature. This fall has meant motorcycle rides up to Newport to sit and stare out at the ocean. I'm not quite sure what winter means for me right now. It's a time of year that people spend more of inside. These four walls are getting to me. This is the time of year where it's great to have someone to cuddle up next to. But not all of us have that.
I know that I will always love people. Yesterday I grabbed coffee with a friend. On the ride home, we blasted music and sang our hearts out. It was the most alive I've felt in a while. I love interacting with people, and going out and exploring. I'm excited to get back to college, to be around people. That's one of the best things about college, the community in it. There are always people doing spontaneous, exciting, new things. It's so easy to meet new people.
I don't really know what else to write right now, but I want to write something. I want to give more, and to feel more connected. I want these words to feel like a hug for someone. I think that would be nice. One thing that has remained constant for me over the past few years is that I want to share my life and this journey with others. I want to inspire and support as many people as I can. I care. I genuinely care; and nobody's perfect, but I do try. Damn it, I just want to make this world a little better of a place before my time is up.
I don't know what my future holds, but I feel like it's something big. I'm a leader. Not everyone can get up and speak in front of hundreds of people, organize and run things with as much passion and hard work as I have. I have some gifts and I'm hoping I learn the best ways to use them. The non-profit world is sounding very promising. Now, I think it's time to read and then get some sleep.
I hope tomorrow brings you happiness, and a warm, bear like hug from someone you care about.
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i think you're amazing. this post did indeed feel something like a hug. =]
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