Sunday, May 25, 2008

getting on the track to feeling real

its bright outside, and the waether is nice, but let me stay in the basement all day. lay in the sun, and fall asleep with the day. but then you dont know what to do at night. and that's where i live, in the night. im the shadow in every room. im the eclipse. im the deformed cloud that blocks the sun. im the space in the sky in between the stars and the moon at night. it might not look far, but it is. kind of describes my relationships with people. maybe i belong in a different galaxy. put me in a spaceship and let me search for foreign life. maybe ill find aliens and make friends or maybe the ship will blow up durning launch. but i dont care, i've thrown in all my chips and im just waiting for the river. maybe i need to lose it all again to realize what is important and how i feel about people. cause nothings felt right since a few weeks ago when i lied to u.

a few weeks ago i woke up from having a dream where i was in Disney.
excuse me, Mr. Mickey Mouse can you help me...?
<3

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