i used to have a lot of friends. i used to be liked for the most part. but everythings changed. im alone. im pathetic. im the worst human being ever. more people would agree with that than disagree that know me. so am i really over exaggerating?
i tried to be different. i've taken my own path. i've questioned more things and not just accepted things for the way they are. "i took the path less traveled and it has made all the difference" it's made me feel so alone. its so much harder to find someone to guide me when i need help. things feel right when im alone, but at what cause? its just one day after another of getting up and dreading going through the fucking day doing absolutly nothing of significance. cause how do we know what the fuck is significant anyway?
it's like a big math problem. we dont even really know anything. we all just accept and believe what we want to. everything can be changed because everything has an assumed constant that isn't actually there.
but everyone accepts that it's there because it's eaiser.
me?
i dont accept it.
and what do i get in return?
moments were i remember it all and regret its gone.
times where i feel like i just owe an appology to everyone.
times where i feel like i dont have anyone to talk to, because i dont even understand what the pain is that i feel.
me? i just flat out feel abandoned.
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