I've realized that a lot of things I have said and/or done in the past I now disagree with. With what I know and how I felt in the past, I made decisions and opinions on what I knew. But I have grown with knowledge and understand so many things, and I feel that now I have present ideas which conflict with ones I've had in the past. It's hard with that in life. We are, or at least I am, trying to always figure out more. Find answers to everything. It gets aggravating to me though when I realized how different I am in some ways from the person I used to be.
And tonight, I have realized that there are some things I have done in my past that I have not forgiven myself for. There are things which when brought up, I still struggle to find answers. It might be part of life, and I'm sure there will be somethings that I will never forgive myself for. But I do feel like shit about them. It bothers me. One thing that is a fact to me is that at the end of the day, a simple question mark as an answer is a very acceptable answer.
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