Where do I belong here?

The wind roars in between the buildings.
Leaves would fly through the air,
but the snow has buried them all.
My soul would fly away if the cold weather didn't keep it company.
"So what's new?"
The same old, breaking hearts and falling asleep alone night after night.
But I signed myself up for a new fight.
I'm trying to become something nice.
There's still time to place your bets,
I'm still in the early rounds.
I've taken a few hits but I'm giving it all I got.

Ever realize why we hate?
It's so much easier to get our emotions out in negative ways. If we yell at someone, or do something that seems heartless, and pretend to not care; we think its better for us. It allows us to get out our emotions with out the risk of getting hurt. If we really don't care, we let things go. But it's in our nature to care. We basically always will. If we say "i hate you", or anything negative and/or along those lines; we get our emotions out without taking the risk of getting ourselves hurt. If we say, "look, I care and I want to work this out" we make ourselves become vulnerable. We open our hearts, but along with that we open a chance that we will get hurt. It makes sense for those with trust issues, or those going through bad times as well I think; because they will push people away instead of letting them in for the sole reason that they are afraid to get hurt again.
We can solve this by really working on our own emotions, and every now and then, telling the people we care about, that we care about them. That way it won't end up in a situation where it's "too late". And it's nice to hear. We have to try to be strong, and in certain cases opening our hearts to those we care about. We might get hurt, but it's worth taking the chance. Because we might become closer with that person that we ever imagined. I think, hopefully, that you get the general idea of what I'm trying to get across.

I must get back to this thing they call college.
Stay warm, keep your hearts warmer
<3