I'm going back in time, but pushing ahead faster than ever

Waking up not tired.
Going to sleep before 11 every night.
I feel like a little kid again

Actually having days that I believe are productive.
Getting so much done in one day.
Having conversations everyday that matter.
That go so deeper then "hey, what's up?"
Helping people
People helping me.
My brain feels like it's finally being used.
Maybe the chemicals are balancing out.
My heart seems to tell me I'm home.
I feel every beat.
A week ago I meant a group of people I now feel like I can call my best friends.
We are hundreds if not thousands of miles apart but I feel we are only going to be getting closer.
The sun is shining and I feel the energy.
But don't go too fast.
Stop and look at what's around.
Take in the natural beauty.
The only kind of beauty.
Staring at a tree for ten minutes.
The little things matter again.

Every morning I wake up. I mean that in so much more than the sense of opening my eyes. I feel alive and not just because I have a pulse, but what the pulse means. It's beating for a purpose. And this one, this time, I will never lose faith. I can see myself taking this with my until the grave. But it will carry on from my tombstone. Because It's so much bigger than me. I know they are on my side. And when you find out who exactly "they" is... we'll that's when you find some of the best people in the world. Let's meet at the top of the tallest mountain in a year. Just to tell the world how far we've come. As individuals. And the people that deserve it so much more than me; as a community. This isn't getting credit to be polite, this is giving credit where it's truly due.
If you feel like you are falling.... we will probably be waiting to catch you.

<3