I hate being in a room alone

Especially my dorm room. It makes me really hesitant about this whole RA thing. I mean, I'm doing it for money. That's the main reason.
I want to go meet someone with a powerful story. I'm in one of those moods where I'm just sitting here thinking "I'm sitting in my room bored, and there's someone no further than this building probably that feels alone right now. Wishes they had someone they could talk to."

Maybe it's good I want to help. Maybe it's not. I'll talk about my life, about me with anyone. But I guess I'm still scared to sit and think about myself alone.
Something must still be not sitting to well with me.

I'll say it again.
And sadly, It'll probably go nowhere.

That space is where I said it.
But only in my head.

Favorite part of today- Skype with sis.

Leaving the rest in my head right now. Hopefully it'll sort itself out a little more first.

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