Monday, March 22, 2010

Guess what? Sleep and I aren't getting along tonight

Lot on my mind I guess. My sister is also up this late. Weird haha. We are becoming so close. It makes me happy. It's legit one of the few things that make me really happy and love life lately. Having someone like her.
Otherwise, life's stressful. It's my first day back and I'm already stressed. I'm working on becoming more inspired with things and less stressed. It's going alright. I at least know how I can make it happen. Or at least I feel like I can. It's tough though. I had a really really great day Friday. Meeting with someone from AFSP, hanging out with friends, going to see Anis, having a great conversation with a friend after. I was loving it. I was very happy.
Two weekends ago, I got to hang out with a very close friend in Boston. He said at least a few times how much he loved life that day. I didn't forget it. It's stuck with me. I was extremely happy for him, that he was at that place in life. And I've realized that now no matter how I'm feeling, if someone asks me how life is, I'll say good. Because it is good. I have all the essential things I need. And that's all that really matters. So even if a day isn't too good, it still is in a way.
Worried about the UChapter. Trying to figure out the best way to deal with some things. Hopefully they'll get better.


Thanks Kelly, and Jason. This is incredible to listen to.
http://kellyhasadventures.tumblr.com/post/467213783/jasonblades-where-words-fail-music-speaks

I guess there's not a lot on my mind. So I don't know why exactly I can't sleep. : /.

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