Thursday, February 19, 2009

RIP Krystal

news that makes us all silent.
words don't seem to be of any help at times like these.
at least the words that we helplessly try to spring together.
but conversations are the only thing that can make it seem like time isn't standing still durning these moments.
my heart goes out to those of you that knew her well.
my prayers to those of you who aren't sure how you can move on right now.
Time is the best healer.


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Saturday, February 14, 2009

I'm

lonely.


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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Please

"The cure is if you let in just a little more love,
I promise you this, A little's enough"


It works out best for all of us.
This isn't met for one person.
This is met for everyone.

Dear Pete,
Your words keep my going everyday. I'm starting to slow down. Can you put down a few more on that keypad?


Love,
Kevin

Friday, February 6, 2009

Hopefully the second time works. Because I don't want to wait for a third.

On the night of April 28, 2008 I will be meeting Fall Out Boy.

My mind is having trouble comprehending the above statement at the moment. I can't express how excited I am. I love that bands do this. I have no idea at the moment what I'm going to say to them. Thankfully, I have 79 days to think about it. It's amazing. This, in some ways, is the end of it for me. The climax in one of the very large chapters of my life. What I've been waiting for.

What will I say to Andy Hurley?
What will I say to Joe Throman?
What will I say to Patrick Stump?
What will I say to Pete Wentz?

This is the biggest problem in my life right now. And what a great problem it is to have.


Goodnight (even though I doubt I'll be able to fall asleep anytime soon)
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

i started falling today

but i picked myself up.


It happens to all of us. Don't forget to be happy and recognize the times you overcome whatever it is you're battling.
You can always try again.
Do one more lap.
Answer one more question.
Give one more chance.
Love one more time.
Let in one more person.
Turn one more page.
Live one more day.


Madina Lake- my secret love.


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Tuesday, February 3, 2009

I know I should try to get through the next 15 weeks

I just don't know if I can.

Acoustic Adalia by Madina Lake on repeat.


Read this. Analyze that. Answer these questions. All this to safe lives. But I feel I can, I am right now.
Such a predicament.

Pray for those who need help but aren't strong enough to accept it.
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Monday, February 2, 2009