Saturday, March 28, 2009

7 more weeks and then I hope we can be friends again

there's still so much unresolved in my life. and I can't live with it all. That's why I'm always afraid to be alone. Memories will creep back. I don't know if I should call if love, but fuck. I care, and I care a lot. I mean, we haven't talked in 6 or 7 months and you are still in my prayers every night. You are on my mind right now. If it wasn't you, It'd probably be something else. I'm not going to feel ok tonight. Maybe tomorrow I will. But how do I get through tonight? That's rhetorical. Been reading up on the meaning of life today. It's funny how much we can talk about something that we don't know shit about. I'm more worried about how a few certain people are doing than I am about dying. What does that mean?


Sometimes you just have days where those gaps that you try so well to hide in your heart come out anyway.
<3

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

isn't that the truth.

i appreciate your honesty in your blog. love to you <3