To whom it may concern

I miss her sooo much. Writing that I just though about U. FUCK! Cause now I realize everything I'm going to write, is also true for U. Am I just saying it, because I'm falling back? She won't talk to me, I care about her so much. I want to just drive to her house right now and knock on her door. Ask what's wrong with me? Why haven't you responded? Cause once again, I'm lost and confused. The first time, it turns out I was wrong. It was my fault. So maybe it is again. Maybe it's not so much I'm chasing her. Maybe it's I'm chasing second chances still. Cause if I get enough, It might make up for the one I fucked up that U gave me. Sry, look at me. In one night it all goes back to u. It's ok, at least 2night I know that cd will put me to sleep. The one that has for a couple of years now. Cause the past few nights, It hasn't been working. I knew something was going wrong. today was a good day. tonight has sucks since I've been home.
It was easier to miss you and not think about you as much when I was 60 miles away rather than 1.

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