Sunday, November 13, 2011

Broken, just like always.... and that's okay.

I lay here having pushed yet another of countless people out of my life yesterday. Money is extremely tight right now, and I'm trying so hard to not let it worry me. I have so many questions, and sometimes I can feel so lost and alone; but I'm learning over and over again how that's not the case.
It doesn't matter what point you are at in your life. If you are struggling with something, then you aren't alone. If you have dreams and desires that you want to talk more about, then you should. You CAN find people that will relate to you. I'm learning that I have an amazing gift, and that I have something special which was given to me. I'm meant to help people. The fact that I've fucked up and walk around with my own baggage doesn't change that. It seems like this world is starting to fall into a downward spiral. I'm getting stronger everyday. When the opportunity comes, I want to be able to hold up my share.

Hey Kevin,
It's okay to feel lonely sometimes. It's okay to spend a weekend night sitting home alone chilling with your parents or doing nothing at all. It's okay if you're 21 and don't drink. It's okay believe in yourself.

<3

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