The snow keeps people inside. Gives me a chance to get out and not be around everybody. "It all looks so nice now". Funny, because it looked nice before, but you didn't notice. I don't feel as alone as I did last time this year. Maybe that'll change tomorrow. But it's not all because of false hope. It's because I'm realizing that I have some good friends. What would happen if we were both alone? I think it's a question that brings fear. But let's come to an answer. We can keep it our little secret. I'm still asking for one more last kiss. It's kinda sad. I know what feeling I love. I just need to figure out how to feel it without also feeling lonely. Snowflakes falling everywhere. I just want someone to walk with through it all. It's a lot to ask, but it's the only thing I'm asking. I guess I've buried myself in too big of a hole. I won't be found until the green grass shows. And It'll be too late. But that is everyone's story isn't it? Or at least what everyone thinks or wants to think theirs is. Having someone telling you what you feel is way easier than figuring out it all on your own. But this also has been said. This is the same sad story everyone has. And right now I'm not doing a good job telling mine. So I'll end it with this for tonight:
Making the heartache a headache doesn't help.
I could be on stage at madison square garden in front of a sold out crowd full of people whose life's I've changed for the better.
But there will always be that one thing that can make me leave it all without regret.
that's all i got
slipping away,
<3
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