"I've been here before a few times, and I'm quite aware; I'm dying"

Currently listening to- armor for sleep, dream to make believe, my town
Currently feeling- kind of ok

I haven't done this in a while. I want the world to slow down. I don't really know what to write. I told myself I'm going to try to be nicer, and more forgiving towards people. But I doubt it'll happen. Nobody seems worth second chances.
I just really don't understand what's so great about life.
Maybe I'm unsure of what to right, because I realize I'm at the end. That there isn't anything new to write. I got all the basic points. And they all tell me I should just die; so why don't I?

I wonder if all of my friends get text messages telling them that they shouldn't talk to me because I'm in a bad mood.
Full up your day just to try to keep your mind busy. But have you ever noticed, your heart is just dragging itself around?


If u want me to stop writing about u,and to stop thinking about u; ur gona have to ask me to die. Because there's no other way.
I just found something that tells me it's ok to live this way; feeling like this


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