Me, Myself, and no one else

Hey there, is life going great?
Well do me a favor, and wait.
The truth will come in a painful form
You heart will be ripped, shredded, and torn
Your not Important, you don't matter
We're all just atoms, the universe is matter

I'm sorry to break your little hearts into pieces
But this is the truth, the truth
You're better off accepting my thesis:
In life we all lose, all lose


Deal with it how you must
Time is the wind and we are the dust
It's pushing us where we won't want to go
It's telling us truths we don't want to know
Before you know it kid, you'll be dead
Gone, and no one cared what you said
Don't try to save us, we're all dying
"You'll get through this", you're all lying

Slit my wrist just to feel alive
All because, You said you loved me,
And now you claim you lied.


I don't understand life. I'm killing my(self) potential right now. I still have every message. Every note. I still have every picture. And every memory still rests in my heart. I can't fucking stand it all. Maybe the world is moving on, but it's spinning to fast. No one can keep up. Look at how fucked up of a place we live in before you tell me I shouldn't live in the past. I miss breathing without a heavy heart. I miss having someone to go to that I believed would always be there for me. The streetlight is still on the corner. Maybe I should go sit under it this weekend. This life isn't turning out what I thought it would be. I'm living a life that wasn't made for me. I don't want to do this anymore.
Tonight I took a step back; and then ten more.
If you say your over me.
If you tell yourself it will never work out between us again.
If you believe you feel nothing towards me.
If you don't care to help me.
If you consider us done.
If you have written me off.
If your heart is honestly full.
Then please, just kill me.
Cause I'll never get over you.
Please kill me.
I'm standing on the edge.
I'll jump if you can watch, and walk away without a tear in your eye.
If you're ready to do that, tell me a time and a place and I'll be there.
Don't tell me you don't care.
Prove it.
It's the only way I'll leave you alone.
<3