sometimes i miss my ex friends. i wish they did things that could be so much easier to forgive. i wish i could look back at the memories and not be hurt because i know there wont be future ones like them. i miss things i never knew. because i wish i knew when this world was a better place, but I haven't got the slightest fucking clue. im sick of being alone. but I won't settle for anything "better" if it's less real to me. let the rain pour down. It washes away the blood faster.
hopefully tonight I'll feel better.
I've now hit the post button 100 times, and put just as many useless hopeless words on the world wide web.
and out of all of that, i dont have one comment. id asked myself why i still do it, but i know i shouldn't.
let me die faster. Maybe I'll cherish life a little bit that way.
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