Alone

This is a word that for most of my life has been associated with negative things for me. This is changing. I like the time that I am alone. I want to sit around and be by myself more. Lately I consider a day to be fully productive if during the corse of the day I get to do some reading, write, play my bass, play xbox, and maybe do a little cleaning. Of course there are other things to. But this is a good majority of it. I am learning a lot about myself, I am learning to enjoy being by myself, and I am growing. It's good.

I'm at a point right now where I'm not questioning as many things. I use to feel like I was fighting against so many things in society. I felt like I didn't have the freedom to make a lot of choices. Things like going to school, how I spent my free time, and all the little things. But now I'm more independent. I'm living on my own after all. I can make whatever choices I want. I can do anything I want to in a day. I am choosing to spend a lot of time on my own, and do my own things. Because being alone, it's not all the bad.