Tomorrow

Life has been tough lately. It has absolutely been difficult and lonely. I have had a hard time with the amount I'm alone, and the lack of interaction I have with people. I'm only saying this because I feel it's going to start getting better tomorrow. It sucks that I've fallen into this trap, of not really reaching out when I was struggling. I'm getting myself out of it, but I need to learn to walk through things more with other people.
I'm excited to wake up tomorrow. I honestly can not remember the last time that I said that. I am excited for what tomorrow holds in store for me. There are good things waiting. I really hope that tomorrow is the start of many new things, of me improving my life. I need to stop wasting days sitting on my ass watching tv the entire day. I need that to stop. I think tomorrow will help with it all. You know why I'm so excited about tomorrow? Tomorrow I'm going to be inspired. I can't ask for much more. The only better feeling in the world is love, but I'll take being inspired any day.

Reach out to people more. We all feel alone sometimes. Let's make that happen less.

We all have those moments where we think back about something negative. About a person that either hurt us and we realize we forgiven them, or a person that meant a lot and we never told them. These things don't get said. They stay with us. We may want to tell these people, but we just don't. If you have thought that way about someone, odds are, someone has thought that way about you. Sleep well tonight. May you do something tomorrow that will make someone else smile (and hopefully, you smile in return). Because in the end of the day, we don't need porn, strippers, prostitutes, drugs, a beer, or any thing like that. We just need a smile, a warm hug, and someone we can talk to.

Here's to the people that choose hugs over sex. To the people that aim for the relationships (meaning friendships) that last longer, rather than short term. I want to be more like you when I'm given the opportunity. Heck, I want to be more like the old me.

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