"I'm addicted to the way that I feel when I think of you"

One feeling. One feeling that I got 6 years ago for one person. I didn't know love was so strong. Since then, I have learned a lot about love. I have seen and experienced it in many different ways. I have felt extremes. I am a passionate person. If you know me, you know that I wear my heart on my sleeve way more so than most people that use that expression. I feel extremes. Highs that are more intense than someone doing cocaine for the first time. I've never done it, but I don't need to. There are stronger things out there. Things like the desire to help those that need it. To change the world in a way that you just pray and hope is for the better. Because after all, we never really know, do we?
Tonight I had two friends over for dinner. I'm taking one thing that was said and storing it deep in my mind. The idea of a schedule. I have been lazy. I didn't get out of this house today besides to buy groceries. I have an idea of a goal that I would love to try to accomplish while I'm down here. I'm not yet going to share what it is, but it will take A LOT of time and effort. I can't do that without a schedule. Life is a balance. I'm just trying to find the middle. Tomorrow I will wake up energized, excited, and ready to take on the day. I will start the morning off watching a video of something inspiring. I will show my heart to the world, or at least anyone that is noticing. I will be productive, and I will try to be as caring, loving, and outgoing that I can. I will try to make the world a better place. Tomorrow I will make someone laugh, make someone else smile, and hope to give someone a hug before the day is over. What will you do?
Company is good. As I sit alone in my apartment, I remind myself to never stop being a people person. I don't have to change who I am just because I'm living alone. There is a fire burning inside me. Let's throw some gasoline on the flame and make a difference.

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