Right now I'm at a point where when I wake up in the morning I wonder what I'm going to do during the day, what I'm going to do to get through it. I mean this in the sense that I begin the day searching for things to do, because I do not know of things I can do. I search from healthy things that can get me through the hours and at the least, make me not miserable.
I was at this place before down here, a couple of months ago. I tried to get myself into a routine to solve my problem. But that's not the way to solve it. I shouldn't have to SET a routine. I shouldn't have to have a plan for everyday. That can be a good thing for a little while, but it should only serve as a bridge. Because when I wake up I should be happy and ready and excited for the day. I shouldn't be trying to find a reason or make a plan before I get out of bed. I should just be able to jump out of bed and be excited for the day. I've been stuck in this position before. I got out of it once, and I can again.
I loving this song right now. New music is therapeutic.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLS69RS97Kc
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