Not being able to reach out to someone that you care about, because you hurt them. Because it's probably best to have some space for a little while. Time is needed to look within and figure yourself out. This is what I'm struggling with right now.
I want you to be ok and happier more than I want us to be okay.
Saying that is a huge step for me, and I think a good one. A healthy one.
What's tough for me, is waiting. Is being patient. I know my time here (on earth) is limited. I think that's something we all take too much for granted. That's why if I want to give someone a huge hug and just spend time with them, it's hard to wait. It's hard for me to not get bummed when a friend cancels plans. I want to walk through life with others as much as possible. Because people don't suck, they're beautiful. We can learn a lot from each other.
Maybe we all need someone believing in us. I know it sure helps me.
Make the world a better place. A happier one. It starts with yourself. It starts with loving. I'm re-learning all this.
Every day I try to be a little less shitty of a person.
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