anyone who wears a "free hugs" shirt is my hero

i wonder if it will end the same. cause they all start different. shes the beautiful white horse in the grass fields. now i just have to figure out if im the noble steed or the hunter. i haven't given up my power to her yet. i still have all of my secrets. i feel free and alive. not 100%. but a good amount.
i want to just create music so bad right now. i want to wake up tomm on a tour bus. im dying to go.
is that because im just dying to give up on certain people here? how am i supposed to help people more when im further away? i really believe that the number one thing when your helping someone stay alive and helping them searching for a reason to do so it touch. its the one word that sticks out in my mind from the fray's how to save a life video. touch. i thing sometimes people just need hugs. i think its the best way to start and end a conversation. and sometimes even in the middle they work. its just something about them that just makes me feel so much better. maybe that our hearts are so close together. maybe because our brains can flirt with thoughts without speaking words. maybe it just makes me realize that we really aren't all that different. cause we aren't. small differences are just exaggerated. and they allow us to put up more barriers against each other and grow apart. i can help anyone under the right conditions. i can do whatever i want if i seize time. i've become obsessed with time. it controls us. its basically the only one thing that really can. its the idea with the most power behind it. but how much power does it have? i mean, it's just an idea we all chose to believe. sure some really understand it, but most of us dont. and thats exactly the problem. we just accept to many things. we dig the graves for ourselves. America is committing suicide. somebody please stop it. i mean, the say its illegal, but is anyone really doing anything?
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