this darkness isn't comforting tonight. the gray skies say it all. there are dark clouds in the sky. there are clouds in my head. there's darkness in my heart. i guess im just getting payback. Karma and all that. let me tell you, it fucking sucks. when this darkness leaves, it might take her with it. i've been lost so much this past year and she was my compass. staring me in the right path. but how can my heart find it's way back to a place that feels like home when it doesn't even know where to find the compass. She was going to be my slow song. my acoustic. the one that people just might call a love song. even though now it's the total opposite of that. how can i expect the world to figure me out when i don't even understand the girl i used to call my best friend? i don't know what the fuck im gona do about it.
for once im not getting worried about breaking another heart. i'll be gone before that can happen.
things never seem to fall apart when you spend a lot of time focusing on yourself and your flaws. It's only when you start to slip away from that.
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