i need to run away and leave before every friend becomes an enemy. give me this new start tomm. i dont want another week in hell. i dont need another week in hell. i can't stand another week in hell. i wonder if everything i see in my closest friends that i dont like is just everything im trying to ignore about myself. im slipping away from thinking again. give me a day alone. give me more time to think about what will probably end up being nothing. i dont think about her, because im afraid to. everynight i see her the sky is dark. the stars are gone. its like a warning.
kevin, just go back to being alone. its the only thing your good at. it's the only way people might hate you just a little bit less. its probably what God has planned for you in the end anyway. just accept it. your so fucking pathetic you should just kill yourself now.
maybe everything i say about her, i mean about me too. maybe im the most hypocritical person i know, and i am just too blind to see it. but i dont want to see it, so why would i?
dont even kiss me.
dont give me a hug.
dont fill my arms for even a moment
your just my drug
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