every good thought in my mind tonight was taken from me

would you believe it? it happens sometimes, and it sucks.
but i do know, that I had a really great conversation last night for the first time in months. whoever you are, sometimes you need to just sit and remember that people have it a lot worse than you in life. I know I've forgotten that at times. stars, im going to see a lot of you soon. i hope we form a good relationship. btw, ace enders is amazing. and his music is as awesome as a beach where the sand doesn't stick to you when you get out of the water. i have this picture stuck in my head. the moon has blue square police lights above it. and some shadowy kid (probably just another nobody... probably me) is running down the street. i want to draw it, but i totally suck at drawing. I can color inside the lines and all but my free hand drawing is as good as my freestyle rapping. its just not good. so even thought almost nobody reads these, you should draw that and leave it as a comment or show it 2 me somehow. it just might make my day.

some people just haven't realized yet that they're afraid of being alone.
we all are.

some nights lust can be good
but only for the night
move on in the morning
good back to never being understood
and always feeling a pitch off of right

sleep tight
but hold me tighter
im light
your the lighter
give me oxygen
let me breath
i'll say it again
please don't ever leave
<3