I love you

I pick that title because it's beautiful. That's the only reason. We all could and probably should hear those words more. So there's one more time.
I'm trying to be thankful for what I have right now. To appreciate what is around me, and not miss other things nor want for more. I'm trying to not get hurt. Mr dreams tell me I'm lost, and that I need help, but I'm fighting that. I have a lot of good things going for me right now, and I'm trying to focus on them. Being home this semester is going to be very lonely. I only have a few friends around here. The one good thing is that I'm becoming closer with my family. That is priceless. But I miss hugs from a beautiful girl who is in my life, even just as a friend. And yes, it means a lot more from a girl and no I'm not sexist. It just does.

When I was in 10th grade I fell in love for the first time with an amazing girl. Feeling and experiencing the greatness of being in love with someone. Why wouldn't I want that to be in my life? Why wouldn't I want to be experiencing love right now? Why on earth would there ever be a point in my life when I wouldn't want love? Not having the desire for love means not being alive to me. And I'm choosing to live everyday, so I damn well better be trying to feel alive.

I need love. Love. Love love love love love love. This word never gets old. If it does, you forgot it's meaning. I believe it's stronger than anything. That is can make some who has been addicted to drugs for 30 years become sober. That it can stop wars and massive killings. That it can show people they should walk away from millions, because money really doesn't mean that much. Love can bring hope into someone that has lost it all. Love can make this world such a better place. So do one thing tomorrow. Love.

Love
Love
Love
Love.
Is it making you smile yet?
Because it's making me smile.
Love.

Goodnight
<3