Sitting in my room becoming homesick.

I've never been good at saying good bye. I don't think I've ever been able to let go.
I'm a little scared, but I'm excited. I'm going to try to stay positive up there.
I'm going to miss a few people.
Other's I'm glad to get away from.
But I won't be gone forever.
I'm leaving soon.
I'm getting ready.
Can you hold it steady for one more night?
I'll be looking at the stars from a different angle.
Who's calling the shots when your strangled
by you own lies?
My heart is constantly pouring itself into this computer. And I'm not leaving any of that behind.
So I guess that's something.
I guess I've got something.

Packing all my memories in a suitcase.
<3