Friday, August 15, 2008

whats helping is hurting the most

it just doesn't make sense. sometimes we just need things to be just right. sometimes we need to be lied to.

if i scream out my fears
will you always hear?
if i died, would u cry?
tell me everything is perfect.
tell me you'll always be there.
someone will always care
you'll answer the phone every time i call.
you'll save me every time i fall.
feed me the lies cause it's all i know
they kill me inside, but they keep me alive
the doctors and pills
all because the truth kills

but tonight murder will happen
tonight, i dont care
im ready to die so take me
im ready to die, dont try to save me
how ever i go
you wont know

just do me one favor,
when im gone;
dont say it brought pain to your heart
you never really cared
if only i knew that from the start

i dont even know how to say it all. i always try. but im never right. what the fuck happened to that friendship? how can i say so many horrible things about you; but right now, miss you. how?
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